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So I was running to catch the bus this morning, when I get there there were 4 guys already waiting, so I get on swipe my little card and sit down.
anyway...
I bust out my book, take off my jacket and sit down next to the window. I start reading my book which I'd been fantasizing about doing all morning and one of the guys that got on when I did sits next to me, while sorta signaling and mumbling if it's ok if he can sit, and I'm like 'sure, yeah' and go back to reading. Well, he tells me the book I'm reading is a nice book (it's a supper old copy of timequake, a Vonnegut novel). I say thanks, and go back to reading. He then asks me about the illustration on the cover and asks me if it's ... something, (I couldn't make out what he was saying). I told him I wasn't sure. He then asked me if I was hungry, I told him 'I just ate'. He then starts saying some other things, all mumbled and at this point I just stop paying attention 'cause I know it's not really me he's talking to. The bus comes to a stop and he leans over kisses me on the shoulder and says 'I love you' and then gets off the bus. I sorta looked over to where he was sitting and glance across the aisle one seat back where there's this woman sitting there who saw the whole thing and she just smiles at me. I'm still kinda in shock, then she starts giggling, and I started laughing then I went back to my book.
The whole while thinking... 'I really need to post that in my livejournal'...
*edit
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[14 Jan 2009|12:45pm] |
If you live in Texas you might know about all of this backwards bullshit, but if you don't know, you should.
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[09 Jan 2009|12:49pm] |
... and this was kinda accurate.
You Are An ESFP
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The Performer
You are a natural performer and happiest when you're entertaining others.
A great friend, you are generous, fun-loving and optimistic.
You love to laugh - and you like almost all people equally.
You accept life as it is, and you do your best to make each day fantastic.
In love, you are a smooth talker and incorrigible flirt.
While you get into relationships easily, you don't tend to stick around when times get tough.
At work, you do well in groups. You keep everyone laughing through difficult tasks.
You would make a good actor, designer, or counselor.
How you see yourself: Capable, fair, and efficient
When other people don't get you, they see you as: Incompetent, stubborn, and silly
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[09 Jan 2009|12:27pm] |
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What is up LJ Land?!?!?!
Dunno if I posted this, I may have. Gabby and I have moved. We have a rockin' new place in zip code 77098. I can walk or bike almost anywhere and I love it, love it, love it!
The place is a tad bit smaller, but with the location and managment of the place it's totally worth it.
Anybah...
Sunday, 6ish, Gabby and I formally invite anyone who would like to attend to a movie showing/poor house warming at our place.
Movie=Teeth (I've never seen it, but hear great things and I'm retardedly excited about it.)
Feel free to bring booze or snack items of your choosing and house warming gifts (optional, of course) Just make sure to get your ass on down here.
Comment, e-mail or text for directions, and as always... love you all!
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[07 Jan 2009|12:57pm] |
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It's all weird, and kinda fucked.
Broken hearted, empty pocket, empty feeling... pfft... it doesn't really matter, not really.
...doesn't matter, doesn't matter, doesn't matter, doesn't matter... it's just not important is all.
I understand the end of things better than I understand things as they are occuring. Hindsight is 20/20.
I want my mommy, she's fucked up, but she loves me.
*edit, it's really not that bad at all, I'm just feeling sorta melancholy and totally wanted to put up some sort of emo post. Don't cry for me Livejourina.
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[17 Dec 2008|11:05am] |
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I feel restless. Most likely 'cause for about the past 2 weeks I've done nothing productive. I quit cleaning, haven't really cooked, haven't been exercising, all projects have been abandoned and I've pretty much just spent my time mooping around, watching tv, and stuffing my face with whatever food happens to pass under my nose.
I DID cut and color my hair this weekend, and I have to say, it doesn't look bad. I really didn't like it at first, but I'm growing into it... get it? (I love lame jokes)
Christmas is upon us and with that I say YAY!
...now to do some laundry
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[11 Dec 2008|09:51am] |
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So...
The holidays are upon us, fab. I have this love/hate relationship with them. I hate the commercialism of it all, the shitty Thomas Kinkadeian decorating, the hypocritical Christian message and people getting wrapped up in organizing ridiculously pointless events. I do however love spending time with my family and for us, it's like an accomplishment that through whatever we've gone through we're still together and we can still celebrate this thing despite it all. Case in point... last week was the 20th anniversary of my father's death, it doesn't seem that long ago.
Stopped seeing the guy I was seeing... I think. I tried talking to him a few times about stuff, he didn't talk. I left him a letter and haven't heard from him since, so I guess it's over, I dunno. The ending feels about the same as it did at the end of the relationship, confusing and uncertain. Have to admit though, I prefer an ending to being dicked around, so yeah... At least I get to keep his Christmas present.
What else... oh! Gabby and I found a new place, ridiculously close to work, totally in our budget and in a neat/cute apartment complex. Only drawback is that it's a tad smaller than our current place, but I think it should work out nonetheless. That and there's only one bathroom AND the kitchen is tiny, and it's upstairs. Ok... maybe there are a few more drawbacks than I'd like to admit, but I like the landlords, and I think it'll be nice. We'll see...
laters y'all!
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| It's teh holidays motherfuckers! |
[04 Dec 2008|11:23am] |
Lately I've been spending my days at work chatting with my buddy Rob. Why? 'cause we're hilarious, here's an exerpt (slightly edited)...
me: I'm going to shoot myself with Christmas music playing in the background!
fawk!
Roberto: lol
that's a movie I want to see
me: lol
what?
Roberto: like where the employee just sits at their cubicle while xmas music plays all day for three weeks
and just goes apeshit
and pulls a piece and does everyone in slow mo
to "here comes santa clause"
me: jesus man
we still have like 22 days till christmas or some shit
you gonna be ok?
Roberto: LOL
we don't have xmas music
me: I have to admit though
me: that would make an awesome Flash animation card
me: when it's over, it says something like... "Hope you make it through ok" or something
Then there was the BBW conversation, which left both of us a little confused and bothered, but that's neither here nor there. The real reason I posted that is 'cause I really fucking hate Kenny G and the Dixie Chicks and I'm afraid that after this year I will hate Sinatra and Elvis as well and this makes me sad. I can tune out all the other crap they play here, but I can not for the life of me tune out this shit. I may very well shoot someone when this is over. Why am I bitching about this so much today? 'Cause I can't find my headphones, so I can't plug in to my computer and play something when it all becomes too much. Die motherfuckers, DIE!
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[04 Dec 2008|10:46am] |
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[03 Dec 2008|12:51pm] |
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I just realized something horrible; horrible, horrible, horrible...
I've spent the last 7 nights drunk.
Last Wednesday... Thanksgiving prep
Thursday... Thanksgiving
Friday... Pool with my sisters
Saturday... Sleep and THEN drinking & THEN pizza with Gabs and the boy
Sunday... Boy's birthday party
Monday... Friends came over
Tuesday... Different group of friends came over
...Jesus, our apartment IS turning into the party house.
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[01 Dec 2008|09:53am] |
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Wednesday night after work my youngest sis, Francia, came over and we made jello shots in preparation for Thanksgivingness. She left a little after our cousin, Victor, arrived. We ended up watching music videos together (The Cure, Pixies, Daft Punk and Aphex Twin), then some of Gabby's friends from Urban Outfitters came over and we drank a shitload; I passed out around 4.
Thursday, I woke up just in time for Gabby and I to toss in the turkey (luckily for me I had prepared a cooking schedule) and the whole thing turned out really well. Family showed up, ate, friends joined, it was good times.
Friday night Daniela, Gabby and I went to play pool, then headed to Daniela's husband/boyfriend/baby's daddy's boss' place to hang out with some hardcore rednecks, and it was just as odd and wonderful as it sounds.
Saturday equaled sleep pizza with Gabby and the boyfriend.
Sunday, was the boyfriend's birthday extravaganza. Super greasy food, booze and general funness.
Today I showed up to work and I think that's going to be as good as it gets. The Christmas music is being piped in and aggravating the crap out of me, people are sending e-mails about getting our Christmas decorations up and making our work environment a generally happy, warm, pile of shiny puke and all I really want to do is curl up with a cup of tea, this Vonnegut book I just picked up, my blankie and be alone.
I think my only salvation today is going to be Jesus and Mary Chain's Never Understand.
*Edit- Fuck it, it's just going to be a JAMC day; nothing like a little psychedelic noise rock to keep me pissed off and going strong all day long.
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[25 Nov 2008|09:48am] |
I'm starting to notice a trend, and I'm wondering if it's the same for others too.
I post less when I'm happy, of course I tend to be happiest when I'm active and engaged in projects and so forth. Not to mention having a sexy boy to curl up next to and make laugh makes me happy too. =)
Maybe I'll post pictures soon or something, of course that would require me to take pictures. I'll get to that eventually.
Hugs and kisses to all in internetland!
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[20 Nov 2008|02:15pm] |
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I'm afraid I'm turning into my mom. Pissed off, depressed and reclusive.
Earlier today I saw this video, an interview with Lennon now with trippy animation...
It's beautiful and inspiring and it made me realize that I've lost sight of this. I mean, this IS what I want peace, love and happiness and all that shit, but I'm pissed off.
My life isn't bad, it really isn't, it's pretty good. I've got a good job, good friends, my family could be worse and/or worse off, and I think I've found someone pretty special, but I want to punch people in the gut. Mainly one person at work and random inconsiderate drivers on the road (has everyone forgot the rule of the road stating pedestrians have the fucking right of way?), and the gamut of random dicks I meet during the day. I've lost my patience and my love for my fellow man. Not everyone is a bunch of dicks, not everyone is a complete idiot... right?
Why is everything pissing me off right now? This isn't right.
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[04 Nov 2008|09:12am] |
Today my morning began with a call from my mom. Any of you that have met my mother understand that this isn't the greatest way to start the day. She asked me if I was going to vote today, and since it was too early to even pretend to talk to her I lied and said "yes". She asked me who I was going to vote for and I told her I had to go, I couldn't talk to her and hung up. She called back and left me a voice mail I have yet to check. Blah!
So yes... the truth is out, I am NOT voting this year. I missed the voter registration deadline with all the hurricane bullshit and I'm sure I could've just changed it or updated it or something but I didn't 'cause every time I think about voting and I look at my choices and I want to vomit. I know this is exactly what everyone tells you you shouldn't do and I know of at least 4 or 5 of you that skim my journal who'll be pissed if you read this, but well... I'm sorry.
In all honesty I'm scared. Yeah, I guess I'm a bit of a conspiracy theorist, but I think that those rich (read wealthy) bastards in power are there to stay, and there's nothing any of us mooing pee ons can do about it. Our head is already in the fucking noose. We fell for all the 'sky is falling' bullshit and gave up too many liberties, we can't go back. There is no salvation, we're fucked and that's all there is to it. I know I'm being pessimistic, but fuck... As soon as I can I'm out of the states. Before they close up the borders and keep us locked IN this motherfucker, I'm running.
In brighter news, I started my cycle. High five to me, another month baby free!
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[28 Oct 2008|02:56pm] |
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Ok, so work... it is what it is... fucking work. I've been slacking, I've been slacking so hard I had to buy a new pair of slacks (not really, I don't own any) Ok, so yeah... a few weeks back my boss told me that I was late too many times so I wouldn't be eligible for the quarterly productivity bonus, which lanched me into a new plane of slacking. So get this, I get pulled into her office this morning and she tells me, "we just found out you're still eligible" and I'm thinking to myself "fuck, now I won't get it 'cause I haven't been doing my work". Well, with all the mounds of slacking I've been doing, I apparently managed to still do enough work that I'm getting a bonus. ... crazy, simply crazy, but hell I can't complain, I'm getting free money, and who doesn't like free money? So yeah, it's a good day. Yay!s and Hurrah!s all around.
Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net
I'm still rather pissed that I haven't got my bicycle back yet, it's been sitting in the bike shop for about a month now and I'm getting fat...ter. Blah!
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[24 Oct 2008|02:20pm] |
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...and all you want to do is run; run as fast and as far as your pantyhose wrapped, fat little legs will take you in a pair of heeled boots... granted that wouldn't be very far, but my bike is still in the fucking shop and I has no monies. Blah!
I think I'm just going to go set things on fire this weekend.
hugs internet!
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[22 Oct 2008|01:17pm] |
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I'm a horrible friend, and it's not 'cause I'll try to steal your boyfriend, your money or make fun of you behind your back. I'm a horrible friend, 'cause I'm constantly broke. I has no monies... none and this causes me to ignore invites to awesome times (intentionally or otherwise 'cause of external reasons like my phone not working). Bleh! I hate not having money mainly 'cause I like to pay for things, I like paying for things for other people, I like treating and I hate other's paying for me or paying their own way. I don't know when this developed, but it must have developed at a young age 'cause I've noticed these similarities in Gabby. Of course neither one of us has any qualms with the other one of us paying, huh... I wonder what this says about me. I'll ponder it more later, when I'm not trying to earn a paycheck.
OH! MSTRfuckingKRFT tonight! I'm sooooooooooooo excited, hope locals make it.
hugs internet!
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